we started our little baby homestead in may. it’s humble. it’s beginner. it’s exciting. it’s what we were made for. we are doing it for these babes and all the babes after them. we are making up for lost time; constantly feeling overwhelmed and like we are playing catch up. trying to beat the ever-dooming clock. but then we look into these sweet eyes and remember their world is our world and if we worry less, they worry none. if we slow down, they copy our speed. if we laugh, they laugh. if we dream, they dream. it all feels gloomy at times, bu the Lord has prepared us for a time like this. and for that, I am grateful. we lean on Him bc for far too long, it was way too easy to NOT lean on Him.